1 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:19,680 Oh, feels good. Jesus, I have a fish. 2 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:22,120 Oh no, he got out. 3 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:23,520 You little bastard! 4 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:26,760 I'm officially out of food. 5 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:29,560 I'm just really upset. 6 00:00:32,080 --> 00:00:33,280 Hybrid. 7 00:00:33,280 --> 00:00:34,640 I fucking hate this place! 8 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:35,760 I feel pretty good. 9 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:37,080 Whoo-hoo-hoo! 10 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:39,160 Take a look at this. 11 00:00:39,160 --> 00:00:41,560 Things can change so quickly. 12 00:00:41,560 --> 00:00:44,360 I haven't pooped in 15 days now. 13 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:46,000 Oh yes, this could be a problem. 14 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:47,760 There is a net. 15 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:49,800 Holy shit, that's a fish. 16 00:00:49,800 --> 00:00:50,880 I could use that as bait. 17 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:52,320 That is game changing. 18 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:53,880 Exciting! 19 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:57,320 Hunger strikes. 20 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:58,800 Maggots everywhere on this. 21 00:00:58,800 --> 00:01:00,160 Ohhh! 22 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:02,400 I really feel like giving up. 23 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:06,480 I'm fine. 24 00:01:07,880 --> 00:01:09,840 Still no fish. 25 00:01:09,840 --> 00:01:12,920 I'm hangry and I'm desperate. 26 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:15,640 But I will do anything to win this thing. 27 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:18,600 If I had the chance, I would just do it take all these communication things, 28 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:19,840 I'd just throw it in the lake. 29 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:22,880 Hello? 30 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:24,560 Arash? It's the doctor. 31 00:01:24,560 --> 00:01:26,400 Medical checks. 32 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:27,600 His satellite phone is here. 33 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:29,080 All his safety equipment is here. 34 00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:30,240 Where is he? 35 00:01:30,240 --> 00:01:31,560 He's gone. 36 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:33,200 This has never happened before. 37 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:35,520 Spread and comb the area. 38 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:36,880 Arash? 39 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:38,400 - Arash?! - Arash? 40 00:01:38,400 --> 00:01:39,400 Arash?! 41 00:01:42,600 --> 00:01:44,000 Arash?! 42 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:24,200 Arash, buddy, medical checks. 43 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:25,400 Arash? 44 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:27,040 He's missing. 45 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:41,280 Arash? 46 00:02:41,280 --> 00:02:42,440 Hello? 47 00:02:42,440 --> 00:02:43,760 Arash? 48 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:44,920 (HORRIBLE RADIO TALK) 49 00:02:50,640 --> 00:02:53,120 No sightings in the west. No sightings. 50 00:02:56,760 --> 00:02:58,080 Arash! 51 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:02,400 Have we checked the coastline? 52 00:03:02,400 --> 00:03:03,440 We checked it. He's not here. 53 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:04,440 He's definitely not here. 54 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:07,480 He's actually gone. 55 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:39,240 It hurts to walk away like that... 56 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:43,800 ..but I think the only person that I can blame is myself. 57 00:03:45,280 --> 00:03:50,920 It is very difficult to accept, to survive so many things in real life, 58 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:56,320 and to come and get a nice one, great opportunity like this, 59 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:58,480 and make a blunder. 60 00:03:59,640 --> 00:04:02,800 Because I grew up in a war zone, 61 00:04:02,800 --> 00:04:05,800 and I passed through seven countries without document. 62 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:11,280 I'm lost in the sea, slept in the jungle, and... 63 00:04:11,600 --> 00:04:14,800 I think this experience activated a survival mode 64 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,200 that I know best. 65 00:04:17,360 --> 00:04:20,840 And when I get into that mode, rules don't matter. 66 00:04:21,760 --> 00:04:23,280 I trust myself. 67 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,600 The only thing I thought is just to survive. 68 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:32,560 But I think I made a mistake, and I take full responsibility for it. 69 00:04:34,440 --> 00:04:36,840 That will stay with me for the rest of my life. 70 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:12,200 Take a look at this. 71 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:14,600 It's really stiff. 72 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:15,600 Do you see these wrinkles? 73 00:05:16,920 --> 00:05:19,320 You have to push them out. 74 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:22,600 It's freezing. 75 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:25,240 It's a stiff blueberry bag. 76 00:05:25,240 --> 00:05:26,240 Crazy. 77 00:05:29,640 --> 00:05:33,800 A very clear seasonal change the past two mornings, 78 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:36,720 and this morning especially. 79 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:38,520 It's icy like. 80 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:42,200 On the way to new territory. 81 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:43,480 It's quite exciting. 82 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,000 Medical checks. 83 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:02,120 They're here. 84 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:04,600 Hey, Jasper, I'm rich. 85 00:06:08,840 --> 00:06:11,280 Let's start, We take off jacket and gloves. 86 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:12,280 Yes. 87 00:06:12,280 --> 00:06:13,920 We measure your pulse and your oxygen level, 88 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:15,800 and then we'll do that Your blood pressure, okay? 89 00:06:15,800 --> 00:06:16,800 Of course. 90 00:06:18,440 --> 00:06:20,800 I'm doing very well so far. 91 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:25,000 I have cambium, berries, mushrooms. 92 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:30,840 It's really not a terrible diet, but I'm running out of time. 93 00:06:30,840 --> 00:06:34,200 Once it snows, my diet options just drastically reduce it. 94 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:37,360 At this moment, you are medically fit to continue. 95 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:40,240 You don't really have any complaints of weight loss, which is great. 96 00:06:40,240 --> 00:06:42,840 But at some point, as it becomes colder and colder now, 97 00:06:42,840 --> 00:06:45,000 you will have to increase your calorie intake. 98 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:50,800 How has your food been? 99 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:51,800 To eat? 100 00:06:51,800 --> 00:06:53,960 Many dreams about food. 101 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:55,360 Still plenty of berries. 102 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:57,240 So I have two or three cups berries per day. 103 00:06:57,240 --> 00:06:58,320 Mm-hm. 104 00:06:58,320 --> 00:07:01,280 And my reindeer skin, I started chewing on that. 105 00:07:01,280 --> 00:07:03,440 - That was actually very good. - Mm-hm. Mm-hm. 106 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:07,120 I'm so hungry, I feel sick. 107 00:07:07,120 --> 00:07:09,640 Oh, don't tell me this is a medical checkup. 108 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:12,200 Morning, morning. 109 00:07:12,200 --> 00:07:14,120 Good morning, Dougy. 110 00:07:14,120 --> 00:07:18,360 I only have one health problem, and that's my weight. 111 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:21,360 I have bait in the water, I have my net, 112 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:23,760 fishing in the morning, afternoon and night, 113 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:24,880 and just nothing. 114 00:07:26,120 --> 00:07:28,240 Everything has been moved into the deeper water. 115 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:30,760 And I don't blame you it's scorching hot. 116 00:07:34,640 --> 00:07:35,680 How are your hands and feet, 117 00:07:35,680 --> 00:07:37,680 as temperatures begin to rise drop now? 118 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:38,880 They're fine. 119 00:07:38,880 --> 00:07:41,120 Yes, I know how to deal with it. 120 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:44,760 So any numbness or tingling in hands and feet? 121 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:48,160 Only when I'm cold, but just now warm them up and swap socks and 122 00:07:48,160 --> 00:07:49,280 shoes and stuff. 123 00:07:49,280 --> 00:07:50,520 Want to keep your feet really dry? 124 00:07:50,520 --> 00:07:51,760 Yes. 125 00:07:51,760 --> 00:07:52,760 That's great. 126 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:54,080 Just keep a very close eye on it. 127 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:56,960 You're probably already doing this, but check them in the evening for any 128 00:07:56,960 --> 00:08:00,640 signs of whiteness, redness, numbness or tingling that occurs once 129 00:08:00,640 --> 00:08:02,520 you're warmed up back in the sleeping bag. 130 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:05,400 There is now a risk of a cold injury in the kind of environment we find ourselves in. 131 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:06,480 Just keep an eye on it. 132 00:08:06,480 --> 00:08:07,520 Yes. 133 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:09,160 Medically speaking, you are fine for the time being. 134 00:08:09,160 --> 00:08:10,400 We'll see you at the next medical check-up. 135 00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:11,640 Yes, thank you. 136 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:15,720 We are now late afternoon. 137 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:18,920 Still ice on the ground. 138 00:08:20,720 --> 00:08:22,960 That has not been the case like that since we got here. 139 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:25,880 So the cold weather, 140 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:27,160 She's fucking coming. 141 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:30,800 She's coming. 142 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:33,840 Don't worry about that. 143 00:08:36,040 --> 00:08:38,960 I'm reasonable happy with where I am. 144 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:40,360 And I caught a few fish. 145 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:41,840 Caught a lot of fish. 146 00:08:41,840 --> 00:08:44,000 So I didn't really do that went without food. 147 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:45,640 I feel like I'm traveling well. 148 00:08:45,640 --> 00:08:47,280 How is your health? 149 00:08:47,280 --> 00:08:49,200 Yes, good. I ate every day. 150 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:51,400 Any problems that have come to mind since…? 151 00:08:51,400 --> 00:08:53,080 No. No. 152 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:54,800 Only, I didn't go to the toilet. 153 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:56,120 How long has it been? 154 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:57,120 It's been two weeks now. 155 00:08:57,120 --> 00:08:58,120 Two weeks. 156 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:01,360 What I would like to do 157 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:03,560 It's just a gut feeling while you are a little flat. 158 00:09:03,560 --> 00:09:04,840 Lie flat. 159 00:09:04,840 --> 00:09:05,880 I don't know if it's dry enough. 160 00:09:05,880 --> 00:09:08,160 If it's dry enough here and you don't mind. 161 00:09:08,160 --> 00:09:09,160 Okay. 162 00:09:09,160 --> 00:09:11,200 Just nice and relaxed. 163 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:12,840 Hands down at your sides. 164 00:09:12,840 --> 00:09:14,160 I know it's a little awkward. 165 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:21,360 I'm just going to press a little deeper. 166 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:22,360 Yes. 167 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:24,600 If you start to get really terrible stomach ache... 168 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:25,600 Yes. 169 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:27,560 ..vomiting for no reason, 170 00:09:27,560 --> 00:09:30,520 or just in general no wind at all... 171 00:09:30,520 --> 00:09:31,640 - Yes. - ..or feeling unwell, 172 00:09:31,640 --> 00:09:33,440 you need to get in touch with us and let us know. 173 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:34,800 Yes, okay. 174 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:37,320 Hopefully I can arrange that. 175 00:09:37,320 --> 00:09:38,320 Bloody oath. 176 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,800 That really starts to stress me out a bit now. 177 00:09:40,800 --> 00:09:43,720 When he comes back next time and I still haven't had shit, 178 00:09:43,720 --> 00:09:45,600 I am of all kinds, 179 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:46,600 I think. 180 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:52,200 I'm coming home from picking berries to visitors. 181 00:09:54,400 --> 00:09:55,960 Hey, Dylan. 182 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:57,000 How are you? 183 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:58,000 Yes, fine, thanks. 184 00:09:58,000 --> 00:09:59,800 Here to redo your medical check. 185 00:09:59,800 --> 00:10:01,720 Where is it good? Outside? 186 00:10:01,720 --> 00:10:02,760 Would you like to go outside? 187 00:10:02,760 --> 00:10:04,320 Outside, yes. It's a mess inside. 188 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:05,360 I'm building a fireplace. 189 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:07,040 - There's no room. - I know. 190 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:09,000 Now if we do your weight. 191 00:10:11,720 --> 00:10:14,640 I'm just worried about it how much weight i lose. 192 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:16,680 I built this big time crazy hideout. 193 00:10:16,680 --> 00:10:19,120 And it uses a lot of energy. 194 00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:22,920 Just hope for the amount of berries I've eaten enough 195 00:10:22,920 --> 00:10:25,360 maintain my weight while I made this hut. 196 00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:26,360 You have a chair. 197 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:29,360 I'm just going to have a chat about your health in general 198 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:31,640 the team and I will come back and then have a chat with you. 199 00:10:42,840 --> 00:10:44,480 (UNCLEAR WHISPERING) 200 00:10:56,720 --> 00:10:59,600 You start to lose quite a bit of weight now. 201 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:01,760 Medically speaking, your vital functions are fine. 202 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:04,440 But if that kind of speed and weight loss continues, 203 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:07,320 you get to a point where you start to feel dizzy, 204 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:09,720 fatigue, cannot continue. 205 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:14,760 So we have to get some fat and egg white to try to make some sort of arrest 206 00:11:14,760 --> 00:11:17,240 that drop in your weight. 207 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:19,080 Yes. 208 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:20,520 I'll see you at the next check-up. 209 00:11:20,520 --> 00:11:22,320 - Good to see you. - Thank you. 210 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:30,080 There they go. 211 00:11:34,280 --> 00:11:36,560 I don't want my weight to take me out of the game. 212 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:43,240 I really, really really want to stay here. 213 00:11:45,560 --> 00:11:47,640 I have to try to get it that net in the water. 214 00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:48,840 I need to set more lines. 215 00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:52,480 I gotta fish, fish, fish, guys. 216 00:11:53,880 --> 00:11:57,560 I haven't had much luck yet, but I have to keep trying. 217 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:06,440 Okay, let's do this. 218 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:09,600 I just put it back to a similar one place where I found it because 219 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:11,640 when I found it, there were fish in there. 220 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:13,760 So I know that's where the fish go. 221 00:12:15,600 --> 00:12:17,440 And that's the best I have right now. 222 00:12:18,440 --> 00:12:21,600 If there's nothing in it after a few days we go deeper. 223 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:25,160 OK. 224 00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:33,200 Let the float come out. 225 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:41,880 It's cold, guys. 226 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:45,480 That rain comes down as ice. 227 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:49,240 Oh, it's coming for me and then freeze. 228 00:12:49,240 --> 00:12:52,080 I can imagine you can just think about it 229 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,000 how cold my hands do this. 230 00:12:56,080 --> 00:12:59,960 It's uncomfortable. 231 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:02,440 That is well arranged. 232 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:06,520 It's not the most massive length of net, 233 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:08,800 but it's definitely better then nothing, guys. 234 00:13:34,240 --> 00:13:35,240 That's hot. 235 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:37,520 Die, you bastard. 236 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:46,320 Day 27, and I just got outside there, and it's freezing. 237 00:13:47,840 --> 00:13:49,440 This makes us laugh. 238 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:51,880 This is how you light the fire. 239 00:13:51,880 --> 00:13:55,000 It's really good. It's a really good fire poker. 240 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:57,520 You know, you just want to get things just a little. 241 00:13:57,520 --> 00:14:00,920 You know, bring the embers in the middle and put some stuff in it. 242 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:04,200 It's a powerful piece, isn't it? 243 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:05,200 Take a look at this. 244 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:08,600 We Geordies are not blessed with big dicks, 245 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:11,000 but we do huge amounts of pubic hair. 246 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:15,280 Oh yes. 247 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:19,160 Oh. 248 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:24,480 Right. 249 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:27,520 We're officially going fishing. 250 00:14:28,840 --> 00:14:35,840 It's bitterly cold, but I don't give a damn, 251 00:14:35,840 --> 00:14:38,840 because I have to catch fish. 252 00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:43,080 I need to eat this more and that's what I do. 253 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:46,640 There's my kayak. 254 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:52,240 It's the only thing that worries me. 255 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:57,120 This whole thing is ice. 256 00:14:57,120 --> 00:14:58,360 Look. 257 00:15:05,520 --> 00:15:08,000 And my whole kayak is ice. 258 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:10,800 Will it split? 259 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:13,000 Is it going to burst? when I sit on it in the water? 260 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:14,600 Because it's just plastic. 261 00:15:18,400 --> 00:15:19,600 Don't know. 262 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:21,200 I'm just going to gamble. 263 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:31,200 Yes, it's pretty much top heavy. 264 00:15:31,200 --> 00:15:32,520 You have to walk. 265 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:33,520 Jesus. 266 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:35,480 Dangerous. 267 00:15:35,480 --> 00:15:37,360 If you fall for it, you're screwed. 268 00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:42,800 Oh God. 269 00:15:45,200 --> 00:15:46,200 Oh. 270 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:49,520 And we left. 271 00:15:51,720 --> 00:15:53,560 Net first. 272 00:15:53,560 --> 00:15:55,680 First the net, then fishing. 273 00:15:57,680 --> 00:16:01,000 Energy, energy, energy is zero. 274 00:16:02,480 --> 00:16:06,320 And I paddle 300 meters with one oar in a homemade kayak, 275 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:08,040 made by a spark. 276 00:16:09,520 --> 00:16:11,120 Wow! 277 00:16:11,120 --> 00:16:12,520 Jesus. 278 00:16:12,520 --> 00:16:13,520 It's so tip top. 279 00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:17,440 Right now I'm going by a small body shock. 280 00:16:17,440 --> 00:16:19,080 Very hungry. 281 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:21,200 I've never felt anything like this before. 282 00:16:21,200 --> 00:16:25,400 Your stomach and your intestines its like shrinking and feeling like 283 00:16:25,400 --> 00:16:27,560 they just hurt. 284 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:30,320 The worry is that it will happen some lasting damage, you know? 285 00:16:31,320 --> 00:16:36,400 So this net is soaked four days in the water. 286 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:41,160 It's just here. 287 00:16:41,160 --> 00:16:42,600 Just don't lean. 288 00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:43,600 Don't lean. 289 00:16:43,600 --> 00:16:46,280 Just put your arm around and just grab it. 290 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:48,280 Right, that's it. 291 00:16:49,720 --> 00:16:50,720 You get inside. 292 00:16:53,880 --> 00:16:56,440 The whole thing come in like this. 293 00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:57,440 Fuck me. 294 00:16:57,440 --> 00:17:00,080 Nothing in the net. Nothing in the net. 295 00:17:00,080 --> 00:17:02,560 This lake just sucks. 296 00:17:05,720 --> 00:17:08,360 What should I do, you know? 297 00:17:10,360 --> 00:17:12,320 I did everything right, you know. 298 00:17:12,320 --> 00:17:14,760 I didn't give in. 299 00:17:14,760 --> 00:17:16,280 I'll just keep trying. 300 00:17:16,280 --> 00:17:18,360 I'll just keep fishing. 301 00:17:18,360 --> 00:17:20,520 And then the fish just stopped feed 302 00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:22,760 and I can't figure out why. 303 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:26,760 They just lie there dormant until the ice comes? 304 00:17:26,760 --> 00:17:27,800 Don't know. 305 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:33,320 Oh, come on, rain, go home. 306 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:35,160 Damn hell. 307 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:36,760 Do you see the problem I have here? 308 00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:38,440 Just everything is against you. 309 00:17:38,440 --> 00:17:41,480 Rain, cold, no fish in the net. 310 00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:47,400 Right now it just feels hopeless. 311 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:49,560 Oh, my God, fuck you! 312 00:17:50,720 --> 00:17:54,040 The rain is actually running through my pants to my boots. 313 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:59,640 It's just so hard to do this here. 314 00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:00,960 Damn hell. 315 00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:04,760 I'm going to go back inside and get dry. 316 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:06,600 I'm too wet and cold. 317 00:18:06,600 --> 00:18:07,600 I'm freezing. 318 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:12,760 I can't feel my fingers. 319 00:18:12,760 --> 00:18:13,880 I can't feel my hands. 320 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:16,440 I can't feel my feet. 321 00:18:24,640 --> 00:18:28,320 That was a miserable experience if I ever had one. 322 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:34,280 Nothing. 323 00:18:38,320 --> 00:18:39,560 What else can I do? 324 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:48,160 I don't know how long it will take to make this lake freeze, 325 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:51,840 but I don't know how long my body has left. 326 00:19:11,360 --> 00:19:12,840 Look at me at that. 327 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,280 Looks like a guy it hasn't pooped in 14 days. 328 00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:19,840 That's what it looks like. 329 00:19:25,560 --> 00:19:26,840 Bloody clown. 330 00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:29,480 Right, fishing time. 331 00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:35,160 Doesn't look like much food. 332 00:19:36,120 --> 00:19:37,200 I have a framework. 333 00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:42,040 Looks like a grayling. 334 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:46,000 And I have a whole bass. 335 00:19:47,720 --> 00:19:49,560 It's just dried fish, not fresh fish. 336 00:19:53,320 --> 00:19:55,960 So Stella, I have a party for you, honey. 337 00:19:58,200 --> 00:19:59,400 Get that out of the way. 338 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:09,400 The most important promise I made because this challenge is not to give up 339 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:12,120 because you miss your family. 340 00:20:12,120 --> 00:20:16,480 But yeah, it's certainly been a day where I probably felt 341 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:19,840 mainly wants to be at home for my daughter's birthday. 342 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:23,840 I know there are a lot of people out there and says, “Mate, get over it. 343 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:27,040 "You're on Alone, you're in Finland, Geez, what more could you want?” 344 00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:28,960 But I don't know. 345 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:30,160 Just how I feel. 346 00:20:33,800 --> 00:20:35,000 Big 9th birthday. 347 00:20:36,240 --> 00:20:39,600 You know, I want to be there like them when she wakes up and when she goes to bed. 348 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:42,560 I want to spend all day with her. 349 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:44,240 She's a great kid. 350 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:47,400 She always writes me letters, but... You know, she wrote me a good letter 351 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:52,520 for this trip away, which is really true I was a bit disappointed, to be honest. 352 00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:57,080 'Dear dad, I'm going to miss you so much, and the truth is, so was I 353 00:20:57,080 --> 00:20:59,640 “Actually, a little bit of crying when I wrote this. 354 00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:01,480 “You are the best father in the world. 355 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:06,160 “And when you're gone, so will I be.” think of you every day." 356 00:21:06,160 --> 00:21:08,960 It upsets me a little reading this letter. 357 00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:10,320 I know. 358 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:17,640 Even the week before departure, she's like, 359 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:19,520 'Oh daddy, can you lie with me for a moment? on bed 360 00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:21,760 “And just hug me until I go to sleep?" 361 00:21:21,760 --> 00:21:25,360 You know, I never want that to change. 362 00:21:25,360 --> 00:21:28,880 Of course I know it will be like that, but jeez. 363 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:31,360 She adores her father. 364 00:21:32,560 --> 00:21:33,880 And I adore her. 365 00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:37,840 I'm not an emotional guy at all. 366 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:40,560 If anything, it's probably me a bit hard on the outside. 367 00:21:40,560 --> 00:21:43,520 But when it comes to the children, In general I'm a bit softer. 368 00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:45,680 And today is a hard day. 369 00:21:47,720 --> 00:21:49,400 And this is my party, Stella. 370 00:21:50,440 --> 00:21:52,160 Dried bass and grayling. 371 00:21:54,560 --> 00:21:56,440 I feel pretty comfortable at the moment. 372 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:59,040 For example, I travel quite well. 373 00:21:59,040 --> 00:22:00,040 Not so bad. 374 00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:04,520 This is more mental for me. 375 00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:07,200 You could undo that. 376 00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:09,960 How long will this take? 377 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:11,760 Will it take 100 days? 378 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:17,320 Am I prepared if that is the case? 379 00:22:24,240 --> 00:22:26,160 I don't want to watch this. 380 00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:38,720 I fucking miss them. 381 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,040 Okay. 382 00:23:04,840 --> 00:23:06,120 Not sure. 383 00:23:06,120 --> 00:23:09,800 You can see that in this lake is actually frozen. 384 00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:16,280 Oh, it's thick! 385 00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:20,880 It's really thick. 386 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:26,840 Look. 387 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,040 Ah! 388 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,320 Ah! 389 00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:38,160 Because I don't have any blueberries to pick, maybe we can eat some ice cream. 390 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:49,640 (LAUGHS) 391 00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:53,240 My hands are cold. 392 00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:56,120 I think I should go back to the shelter and stay warm. 393 00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:00,760 That cheered me up a bit to be honest. 394 00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:16,680 I don't know what day it is. 395 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:17,920 It could be a Friday. 396 00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:19,800 It could be a Saturday. 397 00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,560 What are you planning, Sia? 398 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:23,800 Make a fire. 399 00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:25,320 What's for dinner tonight, Sia? 400 00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:28,760 Maybe we'll make pad thai now. 401 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,200 (LAUGHS) 402 00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:34,640 Maybe we'll have pad thai. 403 00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:49,960 Temperature drops. 404 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:55,560 I'll definitely have to keep an eye on it on my frostbite on my toe. 405 00:24:57,360 --> 00:25:02,760 Store it inside like a pair of socks my jacket, so as soon as I feel 406 00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:07,640 like my feet are really cold, I warm myself in the fire... 407 00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:15,520 ..but just get out those warm socks I'm in my pocket 408 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:18,040 and then exchange them. 409 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:19,880 That's what I did. 410 00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:31,440 I got frostbite during one of the races I've done in the Arctic. 411 00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:36,360 Five days of racing, 230 km, and you're there run on snowshoes and you run on 412 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:41,160 frozen lakes and Arctic tundra and the mountains. 413 00:25:42,520 --> 00:25:49,040 The coldest temperature we had was minus 35 in the wind. 414 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:51,000 And it was so extreme. 415 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,760 So extreme. 416 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:57,080 I also got stuck in a snowstorm 417 00:25:57,080 --> 00:26:00,800 and the snow reached my hips 418 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:04,440 and I was really scared because I thought to myself: 419 00:26:04,440 --> 00:26:07,080 I went to tap. 420 00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:09,160 I was going to tap out, I was going to give up. 421 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,920 But I finished that race. 422 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:16,320 What happened there made me realize that when you move your body to the 423 00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:22,080 extreme, something very deep it comes out in us. 424 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:25,760 Just here, now, survival is the same. 425 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:32,080 This again, you have to keep moving. 426 00:26:32,080 --> 00:26:35,160 You have to keep moving because it's cold. 427 00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:39,440 I have my fantastic net. 428 00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:45,560 Where do we start? 429 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:51,760 You know when you're running extremely hard races, you spend so many hours, 430 00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:56,480 thousands of hours, in your own mind. 431 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:59,040 You end up in a very dark, dark place. 432 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:03,520 Ultra marathon runners, we call it a pain cave. 433 00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:04,640 I'm so hungry. 434 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:10,120 Pain cave is where we hit the wall, we're in the darkness and all that 435 00:27:10,120 --> 00:27:13,560 the demons and darkness come into our cave. 436 00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,200 I just want to catch a fish. 437 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:20,200 And we just have to learn are okay with it and are in it 438 00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:23,560 and accept that you feel uncomfortable. 439 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:24,800 I think I've solved it. 440 00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:35,120 And once we've dealt with everything our darkness and demons, we get the 441 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:40,280 chance to get out of that cave and move forward. 442 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:47,880 I don't want to confuse anything. 443 00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:51,280 It's all a matter of pushing, isn't it? 444 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:55,280 There are no mushrooms, there are no berries. 445 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:56,800 Let's do this, let's do this. 446 00:27:57,760 --> 00:27:59,400 But I'm a runner. 447 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:02,200 I know hard work, I know hardship. 448 00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,880 And I just don't know how to give it up. 449 00:28:17,120 --> 00:28:18,640 Bird laughs at me. 450 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:21,560 It's like, “Look at that loser. 451 00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:26,720 “Look what she's up to. Hey, what a loser. 452 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:31,280 “Look at her. 453 00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:35,160 “Soaking wet, no fish ingested.” 454 00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,320 Wow! 455 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:08,240 Chimney. 456 00:29:08,240 --> 00:29:09,840 It will go that way. 457 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:13,560 Okay, that's a good place to work with. 458 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:16,520 I can do this. 459 00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:21,360 After the medical checkup yesterday, the The doctor said I can't keep losing 460 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,760 weight at the same speed. 461 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:26,720 But it's getting colder it's going to get colder. 462 00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:30,320 So it's important that I understand this fireplace done 463 00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,480 because I have to be can get warm. 464 00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:35,120 I need to be able to boil water whenever I need. 465 00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:37,320 And that is a priority for me. 466 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:44,480 Yep, a lot of mud to work with. 467 00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:46,080 And I'll pick out some stones. 468 00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:56,280 This clay is not for structural purposes. 469 00:29:56,280 --> 00:30:00,240 It's just to be sure the smoke goes into the chimney 470 00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:02,440 and not on the sides of it. 471 00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:07,320 My father was a bricklayer since before I was born. 472 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:11,360 He would take me to the building sites and I just hung out there 473 00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:15,040 just looking at him all day and the other boys build. 474 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:17,840 I loved it. 475 00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:22,320 I don't know if he knows how important it is to me. 476 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:23,720 I don't think I ever told him. 477 00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:25,640 I'm definitely not a tradie. 478 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:29,560 And I'm making this up as I go, best I can. 479 00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:35,600 I hope he might be a little proud of what I do. 480 00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,520 I don't get to see him as much as I would like that. 481 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,920 The loneliness makes you long that connection again. 482 00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:50,000 I realize I'm spending money so much of my time working. 483 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:52,680 And you know, we have to at this moment 484 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,280 because we need the money for IVF, 485 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:59,360 but I really want deeper connections with my friends and family, hey. 486 00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,240 It just really brings him home out here. 487 00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:05,120 Oh man. 488 00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,240 I honestly don't know how much longer I'll be here, 489 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:19,040 but I have to win this thing because we need the money. 490 00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:22,080 The week before I came here, 491 00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:24,160 we have found out that this will be the case very expensive 492 00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:25,240 for Gem and I to try again. 493 00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:29,440 We are a rare genetic mismatch. 494 00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:33,840 Just have to take it medication for organ transplantation, 495 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,520 immunotherapy medication, 496 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,360 go over the top with all the hormones. 497 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:43,280 The emotional toll is heavy enough. 498 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:47,400 Financially it's just crazy. 499 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:52,760 So I gotta keep going get that done. 500 00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:58,320 Once we have that, it's family time. 501 00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:06,200 Here we go, a small hole at the back, 502 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,480 just in case the wind changes direction. 503 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:12,480 Now I just have to finish it and hope it works. 504 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:17,520 Okay, guys, pray for me. 505 00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:30,960 What do you see outside? 506 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:31,960 Is it going up? 507 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:34,560 What do you see outside? 508 00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:35,560 I want to see it. 509 00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,520 Oh, there's smoke coming out. 510 00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:43,200 Smoke comes out. 511 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:44,880 I made a chimney. 512 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:45,920 Shit, yeah. 513 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:47,760 Fuck, yes. 514 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:49,120 Yes! 515 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:52,320 Fuck, yes. 516 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,040 Yes, what is it? 517 00:32:57,040 --> 00:33:00,120 I made a great fireplace, that's what's going on. 518 00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:03,680 Oh, I'm so happy about that. 519 00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:05,520 That's a good thing. 520 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:07,720 My little hut comes together, guys. 521 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:08,920 It will keep me warm. 522 00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:13,640 And maybe you'll help me stay here long enough to win. 523 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,840 But I have to make it some fat and protein. 524 00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:19,440 I need some fish. 525 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:34,800 Fish. 526 00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:35,960 Fish, come here. 527 00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:39,160 I have a hook for you. 528 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:43,440 With a bit of foot calluses on it. 529 00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:48,680 Just come by later in the evening or tomorrow morning. 530 00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:54,280 I have to let them know. 531 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:55,440 You have to let them know. 532 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:01,640 I can definitely place it more fishing effort. 533 00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:04,760 But man, fish, it used to be difficult. 534 00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:08,280 And now that it's cold, everything just slowed down. 535 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:09,280 The bugs are gone. 536 00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,880 I didn't see any activity at all. 537 00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:15,000 So today I'm going and pick some reindeer lichen. 538 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:20,200 And then I can get an extra one food in my pot, 539 00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:21,520 which is quite exciting. 540 00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:24,960 See you when I get back. 541 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:33,680 It is a good source of carbohydrates, that's not fat, but your body 542 00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:35,240 can convert it into fat. 543 00:34:35,240 --> 00:34:37,760 I might hold off the skinny a little, you know. 544 00:34:38,880 --> 00:34:42,800 Who knows how well I'll do foraging compared to everyone else. 545 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,960 I harvested the whole damn valley quite successful. 546 00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:51,160 I'm going to try to get as much as possible mushrooms if I can, 547 00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:52,640 because they won't be here forever. 548 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:54,200 That's my bag of mushrooms. 549 00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:56,160 I don't know if anyone has ever done that 550 00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:59,600 credited with a solitary success for most mushrooms, 551 00:34:59,600 --> 00:35:01,880 but I could be that guy. 552 00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:05,080 I want something more than mushrooms in my diet, so I'm going to try it out 553 00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:07,320 harvesting some pine cambium. 554 00:35:08,480 --> 00:35:10,120 Look at that jar of food. 555 00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:13,360 Oh yeah, some good berries. 556 00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:14,440 Check it out. 557 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:16,520 Food is stored, early days. 558 00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:25,120 135 handfuls of berries, that is, 559 00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:26,720 I just went through it. 560 00:35:30,640 --> 00:35:35,080 Let's see if I can find a place where lichen is happiest. 561 00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:37,960 I think it's a bit everywhere. 562 00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:40,400 It's pretty good here. 563 00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:41,560 I just go wherever. 564 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:55,320 as I can go 565 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:59,600 566 00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,040 567 00:36:02,040 --> 00:36:04,520 568 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:08,240 569 00:36:08,240 --> 00:36:14,000 "Now I have to go somewhere else" 570 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,360 571 00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:19,560 572 00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:22,920 573 00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:32,440 Ah, a good crop of lichens. 574 00:36:35,520 --> 00:36:36,960 Not so bad. 575 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:42,200 Right, time to go to the shelter. 576 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:46,320 Cook some food, I guess call that a day. 577 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:49,440 It looks like wind and rain are coming. 578 00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:52,160 It's going to be really cold. 579 00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:54,440 It will be a difficult time. 580 00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:57,800 I've never seen snow, let alone lived in it. 581 00:36:59,960 --> 00:37:01,600 I'll show you what I have. 582 00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:08,400 Reindeer moss, the other. 583 00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,480 And then add pieces of mushroom, too. 584 00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:13,080 Big black one. 585 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:14,840 Good stuff. 586 00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:15,840 Okay. 587 00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:24,440 Reindeer lichen has a kind of bitter taste. 588 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:25,440 It's quite fun. 589 00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,560 I should have eaten reindeer moss from day one. 590 00:37:32,720 --> 00:37:33,720 Great. 591 00:37:35,760 --> 00:37:39,480 They call reindeer lichen 'Sapmi spaghetti'. 592 00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:42,040 (BURPEN) 593 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:10,760 Holy shit. 594 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,520 It's fucking snowing! 595 00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:16,720 Ice falls on me. 596 00:38:16,720 --> 00:38:17,920 God! 597 00:38:17,920 --> 00:38:21,600 Holy crap, this is so cool. 598 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:23,840 Oh, wow, it's beautiful. 599 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:31,720 It's snowing! It's snowing! 600 00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:34,240 Whoohoo! 601 00:38:34,240 --> 00:38:35,440 Wow! 602 00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:38,280 Haha! 603 00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:39,960 Oh man. 604 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:42,360 The things that happen to me. 605 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:44,840 Boy from Margaret River. 606 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:47,840 Just hanging out in the Sapmi snow. 607 00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:50,440 Wow. 608 00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:58,440 Well, well, well. 609 00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:00,080 Hasn't the game just changed? 610 00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:03,200 This is great. 611 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:06,320 I can't believe it how quickly it came down. 612 00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:09,000 (LAUGHS) Boom. 613 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,800 I wonder what's going on like tomorrow morning. 614 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,880 I better find some of my stuff and make sure it doesn't happen 615 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,080 buried under the snow otherwise I will never find it. 616 00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:19,800 Day 27. 617 00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:21,240 Shit is becoming real. 618 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,960 It's so beautiful. 619 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:29,120 It's so much more fun than rain. 620 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:30,120 But hey, it's cold. 621 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,120 I've been camping and hiking in the snow in front of it 622 00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:36,400 and all that kind of stuff. 623 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:38,120 I've worked in some really cold areas conditions, 624 00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:42,520 just trying to survive another country in the Arctic Circle 625 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:45,240 when it snows - that's another story. 626 00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:47,920 Oh, wow. 627 00:39:47,920 --> 00:39:50,120 I need gloves. I need gloves. 628 00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:53,880 This whole place is going to change now. 629 00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:00,320 Well, it's starting to get used now. 630 00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:06,640 Termination of substance, as they call it in Alaska. 631 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:08,840 End of summer. 632 00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:11,440 First snow. 633 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:14,000 I'm not really prepared for that yet. 634 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:15,840 The door is not ready yet. 635 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:17,680 Could have waited another day. 636 00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:21,840 It seems like things are changing. 637 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,480 Hopefully things will change for the better. 638 00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:26,320 I want this lake to freeze so I can go fishing. 639 00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:28,800 Ice fishing. 640 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:31,640 Alone, season four: the Arctic. 641 00:40:31,640 --> 00:40:32,760 Haha! 642 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:35,640 It looks like Donkey Kong. 643 00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:28,400 The ground is so frozen. 644 00:41:28,400 --> 00:41:30,000 Look. 645 00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:38,600 Oh, wow. 646 00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:40,720 Do you see this? 647 00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:45,560 Take a look at this. 648 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:48,680 The lake starts to freeze. 649 00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:51,120 It has officially started freezing. 650 00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:52,320 One day. 651 00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:55,960 This is crazy. 652 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:57,520 (CROACK) 653 00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,880 The birds. 654 00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:00,760 Do you hear that? The geese. 655 00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:03,200 They think, 'Put that on. We're out of here.' 656 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:07,840 The next 27 days will be that a lot harder than the first 27, 657 00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:09,440 that's for sure. 658 00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:11,320 Everything. 659 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:15,600 Being in the bush, surviving, and of course the emotional side. 660 00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,160 Being away from my family. 661 00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,360 It will become increasingly difficult. 662 00:42:20,920 --> 00:42:23,640 Look at the ice formation around the line in the water. 663 00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:26,560 It pulls it really tight, so I think I can get that out better. 664 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:33,040 Once the lake starts to freeze and it is frozen on the outside, 665 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,600 you can't put your lines in there 666 00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:38,120 because they just freeze and they will burst 667 00:42:38,120 --> 00:42:40,080 and then you have no fishing gear left. 668 00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:42,440 Oh dear, she's frozen. 669 00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:45,400 But still, the lake is not frozen enough to fish, 670 00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:49,200 so it is an intermediate phase where you can't do anything. 671 00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:50,320 Starts to freeze. 672 00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:53,280 You can't fish, you can't spear fish, 673 00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:56,760 you can't walk on the ice, you can't do anything. 674 00:42:56,760 --> 00:42:58,560 That is the phase that is difficult. 675 00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:07,800 None of these lines are straight. 676 00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,440 They wouldn't like this because it's really cold water. 677 00:43:12,760 --> 00:43:14,640 The bait hasn't even been touched yet, 678 00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:17,640 so I don't see the point in it by leaving lines here. 679 00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:20,880 Pull out the plug. 680 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:31,400 Okay, that's him. 681 00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:35,120 Hey, it was good while it lasted here. 682 00:43:35,120 --> 00:43:36,640 Thank you, area, 683 00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:40,080 for what you have so kindly given me while I'm here. 684 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:46,720 Things are changing. 685 00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:51,360 It will be interesting to see what the next 10, 20 days will bring. 686 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:56,120 The end of an era. 687 00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:13,200 Well, the leftovers from last night There is still snow, frozen. 688 00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:19,200 But look at the day. 689 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:23,120 Crystal clear sky. 690 00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:25,120 If it stays like this all day, 691 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:28,400 tonight will be the mother of all nights. 692 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:30,880 It's going to be freezing cold. 693 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:37,160 So we need to get our A to G quickly and finish this door 694 00:44:37,160 --> 00:44:39,800 and let some heat seal in our shelter, 695 00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:44,120 otherwise we will die of cold at night. 696 00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:46,720 The door has the highest priority. 697 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:49,600 Eh? 698 00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:50,960 Okay, let's get into it. 699 00:44:56,800 --> 00:44:57,800 Oh. 700 00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:03,600 Yes, I know I have all these assholes eat. 701 00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:05,640 I have nothing to eat. 702 00:45:05,640 --> 00:45:08,880 But as it gets colder and the nights get taller and taller and taller 703 00:45:08,880 --> 00:45:11,000 and it becomes snow and icy and everything else, 704 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:14,160 I'm going to burn a lot of calories. 705 00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,360 Would you like to come to my door? 706 00:45:16,360 --> 00:45:17,560 Yes, I would. 707 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:22,080 And if you're not prepared, life will be a bloody misery. 708 00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:25,960 So we will have to lock up some warmth here. 709 00:45:27,360 --> 00:45:30,040 Oh, it's not looking Too bad from this angle. 710 00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:32,040 A bit rustic. 711 00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:35,280 But it fits in with the whole... the whole thing, right? 712 00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:39,800 You know, when I'm building on the farm, or when the children did 713 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:43,000 being at home, we always were try to involve them a bit. 714 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:46,440 Kids love that kind of thing, you know, wandering around. 715 00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:49,440 Maybe they're just sawing a bit of wood or hammering in a few nails 716 00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:53,080 or whatever it may be, but they enjoy participating. 717 00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:58,480 But now that they've left home, Of course, so they're on their own. 718 00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:03,560 It's a funny old thing. 719 00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:09,280 In the younger years or early teens, you just think, 720 00:46:09,280 --> 00:46:12,120 “Jeez, I'm looking forward to when these little buggers leave the house. 721 00:46:12,120 --> 00:46:13,680 "I'll have some peace and quiet." 722 00:46:13,680 --> 00:46:19,680 And when they finally go, it's like, “Oh, shit. 723 00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:21,080 "What should I do now?" 724 00:46:22,080 --> 00:46:24,440 You know, you miss them. You can't help but miss them. 725 00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:31,280 Yes. 726 00:46:31,280 --> 00:46:33,240 They leave a big hole in your life. 727 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:38,360 And I'm still trying to figure it out how to fill it in. 728 00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:42,240 You know? 729 00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:49,600 You can't help but think: “Well, what's next?” 730 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:51,600 You know? 731 00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:55,320 It's been twenty years raise the children. 732 00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:58,080 They leave the house, go and do their own thing. 733 00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:00,840 What do you do next? 734 00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:03,640 Those years sure go by fast. 735 00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:05,880 It's incredible. 736 00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:09,640 It just flies by. 737 00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:14,880 I know it's hard when they leave at home, that kind of thing, 738 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:17,040 but sometimes life changes, I think, 739 00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,080 gives you a new direction, a new goal. 740 00:47:20,080 --> 00:47:22,840 I'm not sure what's in store for me still, 741 00:47:22,840 --> 00:47:25,120 but hopefully a little more adventure 742 00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:28,240 and probably not that much on my own. 743 00:47:28,240 --> 00:47:33,240 It's really neat to have a little bit around of company, my wife and I, and children. 744 00:47:33,240 --> 00:47:35,440 I've done it solo in my years. 745 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,920 I think that will work to be pretty good. 746 00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:45,800 It's going to be cold tonight. 747 00:47:54,280 --> 00:47:56,160 Wow! 748 00:47:56,160 --> 00:47:59,360 Snow tonight. 749 00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:02,120 And it's beautiful. 750 00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:05,320 I like snow. 751 00:48:07,240 --> 00:48:08,920 I like snow. 752 00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:11,800 Snow makes me happy. 753 00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:15,960 I'm going to enjoy it the snow today. 754 00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:21,400 Woke up this morning. 755 00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:22,640 Felt great. 756 00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:25,560 Went for a walk. 757 00:48:25,560 --> 00:48:28,440 I felt one of my toes felt funny. 758 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:35,640 Not the existing freeze, another on a different foot. 759 00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:40,200 And I feel the other toe too. 760 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:42,520 My big toe tingles. 761 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:53,240 And it's red. 762 00:48:57,200 --> 00:48:58,400 Yes. 763 00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:00,600 Two on each foot... 764 00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:18,360 I don't want to go... 765 00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:25,360 Not ready. 766 00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:32,240 (LINE RINGS) 767 00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:40,440 Hello, Sia. Are you okay? 768 00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:44,120 I have icing on my other toe. 769 00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:31,560 Hello, Sia. 770 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:33,000 Hi. 771 00:50:33,000 --> 00:50:36,440 Would you mind sitting down for a moment? a little this way so I can bear it 772 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:38,880 a look at your toe? 773 00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:40,600 OK. 774 00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:45,560 Was this the worst? 775 00:50:45,560 --> 00:50:46,560 Yes. 776 00:50:48,600 --> 00:50:50,200 Can you feel that now? 777 00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:51,680 No. 778 00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:53,440 This? 779 00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:54,440 No. 780 00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:55,440 Here? 781 00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:57,760 Start to lose a little, loss of feeling there. 782 00:50:57,760 --> 00:50:59,640 Mm-hm. And this one is...? 783 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:01,240 - No. - Mm-hm. 784 00:51:03,360 --> 00:51:06,680 There certainly is a cold injury to your toes. 785 00:51:07,720 --> 00:51:10,560 I'm quite concerned about frostbite. 786 00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:15,200 I would like to post them now in warm water and see how they react. 787 00:51:15,200 --> 00:51:19,680 And when they recover, this feeling of numbness is reversible. 788 00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:21,600 And then we will make a decision 789 00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:26,480 after we get you on your feet in warm water for a while. 790 00:51:26,480 --> 00:51:27,880 Yes. 791 00:51:35,240 --> 00:51:37,360 - Is it too hot? - No. 792 00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:43,320 How do they feel now? 793 00:51:44,400 --> 00:51:46,920 - I just have no feeling. - Mm-hm. 794 00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:49,520 This one you said? 795 00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:51,240 - No. - Nothing? 796 00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:57,120 At this point, I'm very concerned about your toes. 797 00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:01,760 And I can buy you one more night. 798 00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:06,480 But the risk is very high if the toes freeze again during the night. 799 00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:08,160 'Cause if they freeze again, 800 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:10,880 there is for sure will be permanent damage. 801 00:52:16,080 --> 00:52:17,840 Well... 802 00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:23,800 I know what the outcome is. 803 00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:29,080 You know, I just know frostbite creeps up very easily. 804 00:52:30,720 --> 00:52:34,280 Now that the temperature is dropping, all I have to do is manage it, 805 00:52:34,280 --> 00:52:35,600 managing it, 806 00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:37,160 I couldn't get anything done here. 807 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:41,080 I would get all this experience out of it I came here for this. 808 00:52:43,720 --> 00:52:47,320 I'd rather go today then pressing again overnight 809 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:49,280 and sustain permanent injury. 810 00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:54,680 Yes. I call it a day. 811 00:52:59,040 --> 00:53:00,760 I call it a day. 812 00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:04,280 That's it. 813 00:53:19,560 --> 00:53:21,240 I'm done. 814 00:53:21,240 --> 00:53:22,600 It is what it is. 815 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:26,880 Yes, I will dry my feet. 816 00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:31,560 As an ultramarathon runner you are 817 00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:34,720 I'm so used to persevering the pain. 818 00:53:34,720 --> 00:53:38,840 For every challenge, I always end up devastated. 819 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:44,080 But if you break, that's what you get to rebuild a new version of you. 820 00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:46,160 A stronger version of you. 821 00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:51,680 I have certainly changed after 28 days. 822 00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:56,920 I really hope my time here have inspired people, 823 00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:59,480 especially women who look like me, 824 00:53:59,480 --> 00:54:02,760 to live the life they want 825 00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:06,200 and to show the world 826 00:54:06,200 --> 00:54:11,040 some Southeast Asian women are capable of this. 827 00:54:11,040 --> 00:54:13,920 How strong and resilient we are. 828 00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:35,000 Oh, my. 829 00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:38,640 Kayak looks a bit cold. 830 00:54:39,800 --> 00:54:41,960 Today it's about fish. 831 00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:48,960 The lake is not yet frozen, so I'm going to check the lines, 832 00:54:48,960 --> 00:54:55,880 lay out some more bait and pray a fish finds it all interesting. 833 00:55:00,160 --> 00:55:01,640 Okay. 834 00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:02,680 Oh, my God. 835 00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:04,320 This is such a beautiful day. 836 00:55:05,920 --> 00:55:15,720 Right now I'm fishing on a lake in the Arctic on a sunny day 837 00:55:15,720 --> 00:55:18,000 after a snowy day. 838 00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:21,280 Thankful for that. 839 00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:28,120 See if there's anything in our net. 840 00:55:28,120 --> 00:55:29,280 Hopefully. 841 00:55:37,240 --> 00:55:39,880 And boy, it is covered with snow and ice. 842 00:55:44,080 --> 00:55:45,600 Holy fuck. 843 00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:49,720 Is that a fish? 844 00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:56,320 (gasp) 845 00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:00,280 Oh, my God. 846 00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:09,880 Yes! 847 00:56:12,400 --> 00:56:14,080 Wow! 848 00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:18,000 I have a fish! 849 00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:21,840 Oh, my God. It's real. 850 00:56:23,040 --> 00:56:25,760 I have a fish. 851 00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:28,240 Aaahhh! 852 00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:33,320 Oh yes! 853 00:56:33,320 --> 00:56:35,440 Yes! 854 00:56:35,440 --> 00:56:38,480 Oh! Oh! 855 00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:40,800 We are eating fish tonight. 856 00:56:42,080 --> 00:56:43,280 Yes! 857 00:56:44,960 --> 00:56:47,240 Shit, yeah. We eat fish for dinner. 858 00:56:49,200 --> 00:56:50,520 Oh, thank you, more. 859 00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:53,520 Holy fuck. 860 00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:55,080 There's another fish. 861 00:56:55,080 --> 00:56:57,360 Two fish! 862 00:56:57,360 --> 00:57:00,000 Holy... 863 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:03,600 Oh, my God, guys. 864 00:57:05,360 --> 00:57:06,840 I'm over the moon. 865 00:57:06,840 --> 00:57:07,920 I'm ecstatic. 866 00:57:09,640 --> 00:57:12,520 It took so long to catch some fish. 867 00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:15,360 You probably think I'm the worst fisherman ever. 868 00:57:15,360 --> 00:57:17,160 I have two fish now, guys. 869 00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:20,960 I have two fish. 870 00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:23,160 This is important to me. 871 00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:26,400 I might have a chance to make it all the way through. 872 00:57:26,400 --> 00:57:28,240 Oh, wow. 873 00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:30,080 Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow! 874 00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:36,120 Wow. The temperature has dropped a lot. 875 00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:37,920 Take a look at this. 876 00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:39,280 condensation. 877 00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:40,640 I need to let this shelter dry. 878 00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:43,120 It's wet. It's very wet. 879 00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:44,680 There is a light. (COUGH) 880 00:57:44,680 --> 00:57:46,120 Shit. 881 00:57:46,120 --> 00:57:49,000 My shelter is full of smoke. 882 00:57:49,000 --> 00:57:50,440 (COUGHING) 883 00:57:50,440 --> 00:57:51,800 Oh! 884 00:57:51,800 --> 00:57:53,400 Jesus! 885 00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:55,040 That could literally be the end of me. 886 00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:56,320 Guess what? 887 00:57:56,320 --> 00:58:01,560 Washed up on the beach was a handful of fish intestines. 888 00:58:01,560 --> 00:58:04,360 I haven't had any proteins for a month, 889 00:58:04,360 --> 00:58:09,280 so my mouth is watering as I think about it. 890 00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:12,160 Okay, let's gut some fish. 891 00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:14,000 This is important to me. 892 00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:15,240 Cheers. 893 00:58:15,240 --> 00:58:17,760 You feel like you can go a long way if you caught a fish. 894 00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:21,480 Oh, that's good. 895 00:58:21,480 --> 00:58:24,520 I hope there won't be another month until my next fish. 896 00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:27,640 Oh shit. Oh shit. 897 00:58:27,640 --> 00:58:30,560 I don't have any food to stoke the kettle. 898 00:58:30,560 --> 00:58:33,080 I've had it enormous dizziness. 899 00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:34,240 Oh, my God. 900 00:58:34,240 --> 00:58:35,880 I'm getting dizzy. Oh, my God. 901 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:38,160 Ooh! Jesus Christ. 902 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:39,920 This is not good.